etc etc etc

Sometimes i feel so backed up with a hundred million things i need/want to do. The worst is feeling like there is not enough time in one weekend to get it all done. But then I try and remind myself...whats the rush? Oh the piles of things I drag from one side of my life to the other. Record this, practice that, submit these, read this, go here, go there, finish that, call her, call him, etc, etc, etc. I'm not complaining or hoping for a break, I'm just feeling overwhelmed. Really its me making a lot of my own deadlines. Silly right?...or good? At what point does productivity become unproductive in the broader scheme of things?

Thanks for listening

sincerely,
kayla S.

comback!

All On Seven is back in action. Gold doesn't rust....ummm yeah good show tonight! We slayed as usual. I was nervous to sing an Emmylou song because you know....she is so amazing. I'll keep working on it. But i had fun! yes.....fun.

thanks for listening blogger. I know you would have been there if you had legs, etc. :)

nite nite
till soon,
K.

Mr. Kotche

I truly love Glen Kotche. Drummer for Wilco.....yeah.....

adios,
K.

welcome back

i woke up to wintery weather again and it kinda makes me want to stay home and watch good movies. but....im off to school. learn learn learn.till soon till soon till soon,
K.

hi. hello,

current read: The Magicians Assistant. Very enjoyable.
" Sabine got the Rand McNally raod atlas out of the trunk of her car and thumbed through to Nebraska, a page kept perfectly clean and uncreased from lack of use. Other pages showed green for hills, darker green for mountains, blue for rivers and the deep thumbprints of lakes, but Nebraska was white, a page as still as fallen snow. It was not crosshatched with roads, overrun with hard lines of interstate systems. It was a state on which you could make lists, jot down phone numbers, draw pictures. And there, in the beating heart of nowhere, Sabine found Alliance. Alliance, Nebraska. How could he not have mentioned that? It didn't look like something you would simply forget."
-Ann Patchett

K.

Oh Me Oh My

Such a nice day outside! I love how the little bit of heat from the sun makes everything have a certain smell. I went for a walk just now and everything smelled alive after being dead through the cold part of winter. You know?

A-N-Y-HOO... I'm off to go practice drums. Maybe maybe eat eat something.

till soon,
K.

"It's exceptionally exceptional!"

Currently loving Kings Of Leon "Because Of The Times". It is exceptionally exceptional! I forgot that I love to rock out. I do. And especially to this CD lately.



That's about it. My nails are dirty, but soon to be clean!

Bye, till soon

Kayla.

Sorry for this dreadfully boring report

Here I am blogging on a Monday night. I'm sort of in between lives right now so Monday just feels like any other day. Internally I'm just living my life....the one and only life I know how to live. So I am referring to being 'in between lives' as it would be seen from an outsiders perspective.

I'm processing, planning, etc. Realizing that I need to live my days as I choose and as I feel...not live them through anyone else's perspective. I have a friend who is really good at that so I am slowly learning how to do that through him.

Sorry.....I feel like I'm writing some disjointed dispassionate horoscope or something. But all in all I need to see myself as the one running the show....driving the boat...singing the song...flying the--okay I'm done.

that's really all for now.

till soon,

Kayla.

is that alright?

heartbreaking.

sncrly,
ks

gobbledygook

i used to eat breakfast in empty restaurants. toast. jam. eggs. coffee.

i have books on a shelf that need to be read-- but haven't been. what a shame.

on call. awesome. kings of leon. i'll be there waitin....

i wish people would listen to music instead of just hearing it all the time.

sorry i always end up writing a kind of stream of consciousness gobbledygook. i do it on accident.

goodnight blogger.

sincerely,
K

X

mulder just got abducted.
scully is pregnant....

oh x-files.
what will become of season 8?

-KS

Birthday and Such

so first mommy made this awesome cake

then daddy saw it and couldn't help but smile...



then everyone started smiling :) :) :)


so we lit that cake.


pretty. (find the birthday boy)


went to capitol park today.



kelly and my scalp
dad lookin at trees


mommy soakin up some rays

what a baby.

they celebrated too i guess...

scullified

.........X

at least the pretty one got her whole face in the pic

expressions

it walks?


my blue sacramento

almost looks 60's
hope you're having fun shanny!!

"das my good eye"

sincerely,
Kayla S.